Again

And it happened again
before I could have stopped it
before I could have known
I fell for you again

I had waited for it once
begged for it every single day
but today when I was all prepared
I felt funny in the knees again

The smile that your name stirred
the occasional unknown blush
the long lost warmth of your sight
all left e defeated again

I had tried not to look back
cause that was not the way I was headed
Hadn’t you looked back while leaving
I would not have felt helpless again

It had been years now,long time
Of making and breaking promises
Of winning and losing battles everyday
Of not loving you again